歌手:Lydia Ford
专辑:《Faking It》

作词 : Lydia Ford/Sam Stevenson
作曲 : Lydia Ford/Sam Stevenson
I’m fighting with myself again ‘cause
Part of me wants to stay but then,
I’m too ****ing exhausted,
Is this what I wanted,
If I’m being honest?
Watching all my plans,
Slipping through my hands.
Maybe I should leave the country again,
‘Cause it always makes me feel better for about six months and then,
I come crashing right back to reality,
It’s psychotic actually, wish somebody would talk some sense into me,
Before I up and go.
I’ll miss the city if I go but,
If I stay I know I won’t grow.
I’m too ****ing exhausted,
Is this what I wanted?
Feeling like I’ve lost it.
Watching all my plans,
Slipping through my hands.
Maybe I should leave the country again,
‘Cause it always makes me feel better for about six months and then,
I come crashing right back to reality,
It’s psychotic actually, wish somebody would talk some sense into me,
Before I up and go.
I’m always staring out the windows of the plane,
Waiting for something big to change.
Different places, different faces but it’s the same shit,
Is there not more than this?
Maybe I should leave the country again,
‘Cause it always makes me feel better for about six months and then,
I come crashing right back to reality,
It’s psychotic actually, wish somebody would talk some sense into me,
Before I up and go.
Maybe I should leave the country.