歌手:Lydia Ford
专辑:《Faking It》

作词 : Lydia Ford/Sam Stevenson
作曲 : Lydia Ford/Sam Stevenson
I can’t concentrate ‘cause my mind paralysed and I’m stuck in the middle,
I try to compensate by collecting trophies but I’m still so fickle,
I’m so scared to be just one person,
So I split myself into different versions
Now I don't know how to unwind,
The wheels keep spinning in my mind.
And I can never admit that it’s all
Emotionally unavailable bullshit,
And I can never explain,
Why I try so hard just to feel the same.
I can’t concentrate ‘cause I’m stuck worrying about money and the future,
I’m making moves now but if im not a winner then i'm just a loser,
I’m so scared of getting what I want,
That I play if off so nonchalant,
Now I don’t know how how to unwind,
The wheels keep spinning in my mind.
And I can never admit that it’s all
Emotionally unavailable bullshit,
And I can never explain,
Why I try so hard just to feel the same.
I wish I could be fulfilled and happy
With what I have right now
no more fear of missing out
It’s so out of reach,
Keep it all to myself
Another casualty of my own mental health
Maybe i'm too far gone to read signs
The wheels keep spinning in my mind
I wish I could be fulfilled and happy
With what I have right now
no more fear of missing out
It’s so out of reach,
Keep it all to myself
Another casualty of my own mental health
Maybe i'm too far gone to read signs
The wheels keep spinning in my mind
The wheels keep spinning in my mind,
The wheels keep spinning.