歌手:$uicideboy$
专辑:《New World Depression》

作曲 : Aristos Petrou/Scott Arceneaux Jr.
I was running up the dope before the dough, you can check the records
Ever since I got conscious, dying was obvious, counting down the seconds
I was left with no options, snorting Oxys off a Smith & Wesson
Body filled with narcotics, **** the optics, bitch, next question
Smoking like I been stressing
Hoes trying to read me, leave 'em dyslexic
Get this weight off my chest like I'm bench pressing, I'm big stepping
Jordan Clarkson with the Narcan
I shoot for 30, and that's with my off hand
Walk in, they like, "Who let the dogs in?"
Kill myself 'fore I let an opp win
Bitches begging me to get toxic, okay, let me go and pour a cup
Mom and Dad would if they could, I ain't even mad they ain't showing up
Thinking 'bout it got me choking up
If I love her, time to blow it up
Pop on some percs till I'm throwing up
Then refresh on X like I'm scrolling up
Yeah, I got some wounds that ain't closing up
Cuts on my body, no toning up
Ghost that there ain't no disposing of
Yeah, aye
Emotionless, but the dose is up
**** affection, I don't cozy up
You in my house and that's close enough
I got problems with trust, I got problems with lust
Bitch, that's powder, not dust
Whole gang brain ****ed, G59, we the cult
They ain't nothing like us, they say "Huh," I say "What"
I drank Tuss, they drink nut, they all pussies, get touched
Turn a opp to a slut, turn his block to a blunt
Watch my dog, he got flushed looking at his first dead body
Life too painful and the game will change you
Have you saying, "**** everybody"
Don't give a **** what they hear about me
Got a couple killers, including Dre, around me
Better think twice 'fore you play 'round me
More guns on me than a red county
Copped the Porsche 911, now I'm gettin' randomly selected
Searched for drugs and bombs and weapons, wait a second, no need for aggression
Just a common misconception, bettin' that they'll threaten my profession
Their perception of who I am won't make me question who I am, damn
Rose gold and morganite lookin' like a suicidal gesture
Knocked her ex-boyfriend the **** out just so I could impress her
Just so I could undress her
Now I'm paying for the fall semester
Told her to call me professor, after winter break I'ma hand her off to my successor
Strive for the greater and never the lesser
Me and $crim made it without an investor
Yeah, we survived suicidal adventures
Made a pact that we would never surrender
Never surrender, made a pact that we would never surrender
Selling my soul to my dreams and my goals, but I won't ever stop until I'm on the stretcher
There's a demon in me and I think it might have overstayed its welcome
There's a demon in me and it's helping me to reach a state of bedlam
Snorting these pills like I'm trying to smell 'em
I'm declaring war on my cerebellum
My worst enemy is the version of me that I can't even ****ing remember
Uh, yeah
Ruby been destined for the looney bin
'Round my finger, the Uzi spins while I'm chugging some bougie gin
Lose or win, I'm never slowin' down like we losin' wind
I'm grooming them for death 'cause my lifestyle will you have choosin' limbs
The moon is dim tonight, I have to remain locked up in my tomb again
Took too many Xans, I started asking who is $crim?
The knot is loose again, someone tied to noose too thin
Living life like pulling teeth, I'll die with a toothless grin