歌手:$uicideboy$
专辑:《New World Depression》

作曲 : Aristos Petrou/Scott Arceneaux Jr.
Only once the drugs are done
I feel like dying, I feel like dying
Only once the drugs are done
I feel like dying, I feel like dying
Only once the drugs are done
I feel like dying, I feel like dying
Y'all worried 'bout the reposts, but I'm worried 'bout the relapse
Let's recap
Life ain't been the same since I left rehab
Exposing to my opps all the spots where I'm weak at
And then flex on the rest while I act like I don't need claps
Gave this girl my heart and this bitch said she gon' need half
Paranoid, I'm peeking through the blinds without a tweed hat
Locked up in my head like I forgot the code to the keypad
Been running this whole game like ankles and kneecaps
One day i'll disappear and you won't know when I'll be back
I'll be so camouflaged, I'll shoot myself and bleed out tree sap
Hiding from how I feel will never work, and I see that
Keep my nose clean but I'm still asking, "Where the weed at?"
Only once the drugs are done
I feel like dying, I feel like dying
Yeah, no stopping, just popped me like five Percs, nine bars
Got dreams of jumping off top floors
I'm rummaging all through my sock drawer fore they put me back behind locked doors
More opium than the Afghan War, flooding the front of my brain
I'm giving them warnings, the flights that I'm boarding got no pilots up in the plane
Life aimless and passing me by
Yeah
I'm famous for chasing a high
Yeah
Couldn't do what I do if they tried
Nah
I'm built for war, and they built to die
"On that bad shit," as Germ would say
I know I'm ducking but, bitch, quit yelling
****ing up my vibe, I'm wide awake
I feel like dying, but not today, I
Got everyone tripping, wondering if I'm slipping all from the music
If I gotta pick, the drugs or a bitch, you know what I'm choosing
Said that he gang but we ain't the same, just look how he's moving
I used to get high, but now at best, I'm just going through it