歌手:J. Cole
专辑:《2014 Forest Hills Drive》

作词 : Jimmy van heusen/Johnny Burke/William Brown/Jermaine Cole
作曲 : Jimmy van heusen/Johnny Burke/William Brown/Jermaine Cole
I grew up, a ******' screw up
Tie my shoe up,
wish they was newer
Damn, need somethin' newer
In love with the baddest girl in the city,
I wish I knew her
I wish I won't so shy,
I wish I was a bit more fly
I wish that I, could tell her
how I really feel inside
That I'm the perfect ***** for her,
but then maybe that's a lie
She like a certain type of *****,
and it's clear I'm not that guy
Ball player, star player,
I'm just watchin' from the side
On the bench,
cause my lack of confidence won't let me fly
I ain't grow up with my father,
I ain't thinkin' bout that now
Fast forward four years or
so from now I'll probably cry
When I realize what I missed,
but as of now my eyes are dry
Cause I'm tryna stay alive,
In the city where too many ****** die
Dreamin' quiet tryna dodge a suit and tie
Who am I? Aye who am I (Yeah)
Things change, rearrange and so do I
It ain't always for the better dawg I can't lie
I get high cause the lows can be so cold
I might bend a little bit but I don't fold
One time for my mind and two for yours
I got food for your
thoughts to sooth your soul
If you see my tears fall just let me be
Move along, nothing to see
I always did **** the hard way,
my ****** slangin' in the hallway
Burnt CD's and trees like this was broadway,
Times Square
Kept the dimes there in the locker
Some Reggie Miller
With more brown hairs than Chewbacca
Whispers that he got it for the low low
Sell a, dime for a dub,
them white boys ain't know no better
Besides,
what's twenty dollars to a ***** like that?
He tell his pops he need some lunch
and he gon' get it right back
I peep game
Got home snatched my mama keychain,
took her whip
The appeal, too ill to refrain
I hit the boulevard pull up
to my ***** front door
His mama at home,
she still let em' hit the blunt though
I told her hello
and sat with my ***** and laughed
And talked about
how we gon' smash all the ******* in class
I complimented
how I see him out here getting his cash,
and just asked
"What a ***** gotta do to get that? Put me on"
He just laughed when he seen I was sure
17 years breathing his demeanor said more
He told me,
"***** you know how you sound right now?
If you wasn't my mans,
I would think that you a clown right now
Listen, you everything I wanna be
that's why I ***** with you
So how you looking up to me,
when I look up to you
You bout to go get a degree,
I'ma be stuck with two choices
Either graduate to weight
or selling number two
For what? A hundred bucks or two a week?
Do you think that you would know
what to do if you was me?
I got, four brothers,
one mother that don't love us
If they ain't never want us
why the **** they never wore rubbers?"
I felt ashamed to have ever complained
about my lack of gear
And thought about how far we done came
From trailer park to a front yard
with trees in the sky
Thank you mama dry your eyes,
there ain't no reason to cry
You made a genius and I,
ain't gon' take it for granted
I ain't gon' settle for lesser,
I ain't gon' take what they handed
Nah I'm gon' take what they owe me
and show you that I can fly
And show ol' girl what she missing
The illest ***** alive
Aye who am I?
Things change, rearrange and so do I
It ain't always for the better dawg I can't lie
I get high cause the lows can be so cold
I might bend a little bit but I don't fold
One time for my mind and two for yours
I got food for your thoughts to sooth your soul
If you see my tears fall just let me be
Move along, nothing to see
I never felt better