歌手:黄雨篱
专辑:《"I'm not gonna see you again."》

作词 : 黄雨篱
作曲 : 黄雨篱
编曲 : 黄雨篱
混音：黄雨篱
To mm,
God I don’t even know your name.
If you ever play this song,
please know that this song is dedicated to you.
I don’t know how to find you now,
so my only hope is to let my song find you.
And I tried to make it very obvious so you know it when you see it.
I’m sorry about all of this,
I never meant to make you feel cringe or uncomfortable.
But please, please let me know if you see this.
Talk to me,
Write to me,
Anything.
You know where to find me.
Front roll seat you sat
at my last tour show
I was blown
by your stunning glow
Tears in your eyes
my bad to let you cry
I evade your sight
cause this is a crime
It was my last show of this tour,
and you were like…
sitting right in front of me
and you were looking at me the whole time.
I was so touched by your sincere, and beautiful,
gosh you got beautiful eyes.
It kind of made me feel bad that my song made you cry.
And after the show, when you walked up to me and said hi,
my heart sped up, jesus, am I seventeen or what?
I mean I haven’t had this feeling for a long time.
When I saw you go that was the most lethal struggle in my life.
There were people talking to me but somehow I just, I just don’t want you to go.
So after 20 seconds, I said
“f it, I’m gonna do this.”
So I ran, leaving all the conversation behind.
I ran, like I’m that young again.
By the time I got to that door,
you were gone, and I thought,
after I go outside Ima run fast as if my life depends on it,
I’m gonna run this whole block (Excuse my language) if I have to.
That’s when the ele opened, you came back,
and I saw you eye to eye.
I took your card in your hand and wrote you note saying
“I think you are beautiful and glad you come to my show.”
Trust me that’s one of the kind,
I never wrote something like this to my audience before.
So If you have it, you know it’s you, it’s gotta be you.
I did wanna ask your number or write my number on at least,
but I guess, I just don’t wanna freak you out,
I mean, I get it, I’m just a songwriting guy who happens to be in your city
for just one night,
and you don’t know me,
you listen to my music of course,
but that’s not me, that’s just, projections of me.
And you got your life, hopefully it’s a happy one.
Even a boyfriend maybe,
Girlfriend? That’s cool too.
And I don’t wanna ruin your night and complicate things up,
So I watched you go,
But I’m afraid, that’s gonna be my biggest regret soon.
Oh will I ever be
seeing you again
All I really need
is to become your friend
or perhaps maybe be your man
I am not thinking straight
the situation
is worse than I think
once in a life time cringe
I'm sorry that I put you in
Oh you
what if I won't ever get to see your face
Oh it's not cool
when you looked at me why did I shy away
It's so unfortunate
seems like it's gonna be my worst mistake
Oh it's true
trust me I ain't never did something like this
Let my song find you
I don't care what other people say
Just give me one more chance
to ask you out on a date
I’m so blessed to meet you, I truly am.
But why this song is so sad?
Well, I guess because when that thrilling, ecstasy turned to sadness
as I slowly realize to the fact that
it’s getting more and more likely
that I’m not gonna see you again…
Blessing becomes torture.
I’m not gonna see you again, am I?
I’m not gonna see you again.