歌手:Masetti
专辑:《Night Drive》

作词 : Anthony Masotti
作曲 : Zac Koval
You are not what they say that you are
Got it all
Shattered by the words you've been ripped apart
Looking for a light while you're in the dark
Looking for a light while you're in the dark
If you don't heal you relive the scars
So it's best to take things slow
You are not what they say that you are
Don't let them bury you or put you in a cage
Here i am talking in my head again
Sick and tired going through my medicine
Wonder if i'll ever be myself again
Smile like i'm happy that i never am
Put all of my time into this regiment
Only thing that matters stay irrelevant
It's an elephant in the room
And it's time to be honest with myself
How come i always internalize
Always in the middle it ain't simple life at all
But i understand
I understand that if i reached out for comfort
Would you take my hand
Cause i know that no one wants to speak a comfort but we all want it
Why have i been feeling this way since i can
Throw away the guilt i know what i did
I spent half my life just finding my place to live
Only to turn around to comfort yeah
You are not what they say that you are
Shattered and abused you've been ripped apart
Looking for a light while you're in the dark
If we don't heal you relive the scars
Pass the pain along like DNA
These days i feel i'm dreaming when i'm awake
Why do i always internalize
When i know i'm not to blame
And you always burning me what you like
I get so tired of these games
I take so much pride in my accomplishments
like what the hell is happening been to me lately i acknowledge that i'm not the same
What's a shame who i've come but i've changed
I'm the one that i wanna be now oh
Why do i always feel compromised
Only in my element i feel alive
To the ones that say that you should give it time
It will not get better unless you really try
Yeah it's all the effort you give
And whether you whether you whether whether you want it or not
Cause if you don't somebody else will yeah
Spring into the summer now it's autumn
Caught up in my feels but then i dropped them
Dropped them
Try to enjoy the silence cause it's all on
Fertilize my soul without a Paul
And i've been going through these thoughts in my head
I accept i'm not the person that i thought i was
But i will be if try if i try yeah
Why do i always internalize
Why do i always internalize
Looking at life with these bitter eyes
It's time to take control