歌手:Lulu Simon
专辑:《Muscle Memory》

作曲 : Lulu Simon
制作人 : Griffin Emerson
I don’t know you anymore
And I don’t want to
And I don’t miss you anymore
Well, I try not to
And if I reach for you then it’s subconscious
I’d forgotten that we’d lost touch
And muscle memory means the break ain’t always clean

Oh but sometimes my mind wanders

And so I beat myself up
For thinking of you
Could fill my cup up
With reasons not to
But I fight against my reflex time and time again
Have to remind myself it’s already the end
And you are not my friend

And I never thought it’d come to this
But I guess I’m naive
Too devoted to come to grips
With how you used me
And if it hurt a little less
Then I could talk about it more
Instead of sitting in the quiet
Listening for your key in the door
But as it stands I don’t have much to say
At least not yet, anyway

But when I try my mind wanders

And so I beat myself up
For thinking of you
Could fill my cup up
With reasons not to
But I fight against my reflex time and time again
Have to remind myself it’s already the end
And you are not my friend

And so I beat myself up
For wishing you’d just pick up the phone and call me
And tell me that you’re sorry
So I can say
I don’t forgive you for putting me through hell
I guess I’m not mature enough to wish you well

But I still beat myself up
For thinking of you
Could fill my cup up
With reasons not to
But I fight against my reflex time and time again
Have to remind myself it’s already the end
And you are not my friend
No, you are not my friend
No, you are not mine, no.