歌手:Vanya
专辑:《If I ?》

作词 : Vanessa Mellie
作曲 : Vanessa Mellie
Do you ever feel like you’ve overthink everything?
Like what if that? and what if this?
But it’s all just driving me crazy
I lose my mind whenever i thought of my troubles
It’s all just mixed-up in my head and driving me weary

I’m always crying lately
With no ideas why
Been thinking of drowning lately
But I think of it all again

Cause if I die
It’ll hurt to see my family cry
So all I know right now is just to survive
Cause I gotta survive
Cause if I die, there’ll be no future of my life

Oooooooo

I’ve been carrying these weight of my life
It’s just a thing that stays up in my head day and night
And all my friends, they keep telling me not to worry
But how do I get rid of these things?
I’m tired of everything

I’m always crying lately
With no ideas why
Been thinking of drowning lately
But I think of it all again

If I die
It’ll hurt to see my family cry
So all I know right now is just to survive
Cause I gotta survive
Even if it hurts me when i try

But If I die
I know it hurts to see all my friends cry
So I really really need to survive
Yea I gotta survive
Cause if I die, there’ll be no future of my life

Spending my whole day up in my bed
Overthink fake scenarios in my head
And I know that I can’t give up on my life
Cause I really really want to survive
Oh I really really want to survive

If I die
It’ll hurt to see my family cry
So all I know right now is just to survive
Cause I gotta survive
Cause if die, will I hurts someone else?