歌手:刘逸云 Amber Liu
专辑:《hatemyself》

作词 : 刘逸云 Amber Liu
作曲 : 刘逸云 Amber Liu/Big Banana/Thom Russo
编曲 : Big Banana/Thom Russo
制作人 : Thom Russo/Big Banana
配唱制作人 : Big Banana/Thom Russo
吉他 : 雷十一
钢琴 : Jaron Lum
人声编辑 : Big Banana
录音 : Big Banana and Thom Russo
录音室 : Break Bread Studio
混音 : Big Banana
混音室 : Break Bread Studio
母带 : Howie Weinberg
母带室 : Howie Weinberg Mastering
发行 : RYCE MUSIC GROUP 白米范（北京）文化传播有限公司
Don’t wanna hate myself
But I really do right now
And I know it’s not good for me
What’s the point in trying to fight it
But the push the pull
Is stretching me so thin
When all I do is try to make me whole again
And I can't hear a thing when I’m listening
What’s my heart trying to say
But I’ll hold on, hold on to every piece of me
So let me hold on, hold on so I can learn to love me
Someday I’ll learn to love me
Don’t wanna hate myself
But I really do right now
So trapped in this misery
So what’s the point in trying to fight it
Emotions push, they pull
So where do I begin
So lost in my thoughts as I drown within
I can’t hear a thing when I’m listening
What’s my heart trying to say
But I’ll hold on, hold on to every piece of me (to every piece of me)
So let me hold on, hold on so I can learn to love me (so I can learn to love me)
And I hate to say this but I just hate this
Is this all I can be
But I’ll try with patience
Though it seems useless
Can I save me somehow
Can I save me from myself