歌手:Natalie Jane
专辑:《Intrusive Thoughts》

作词 : Natalie Janowski/Amelia Moore/joe kirkland/Ross Portaro/Ryan McMahon/Zev Troxler/Jonathan Bach
作曲 : Natalie Janowski/Amelia Moore/joe kirkland/Ross Portaro/Ryan McMahon/Zev Troxler/Jonathan Bach
I’m historically heartbroken
Drowning in my own emotions
One minute away from breaking down down down
I’m always leaving empty handed
No one wants a heart that’s damaged
Only know a love that lets me down down down
Staring contest with the walls
I’m giving into my intrusive thoughts
What if I never find anybody to love
Or I finally get the chance
And I f**K it all up
Cause I can’t get hurt if I’m the first one to leave
What if I get to heaven and it’s not even real
And I die before telling you how I really feel
Cause it feels like hell
And I just can’t help but think
That maybe loves not for me

If you don’t look too closely
You can’t even tell I’m lonely
Even though it keeps me up at night night night
I try to keep myself distracted
But I got all these awful habits
Of listening to voices in my mind mind mind
Oh staring contest with the wall
I’m giving into my intrusive thoughts
What if I never find anybody to love
Or I finally get the chance
And I f**k it all up
Cause I can’t get hurt if I’m the first one to leave
What if I get to heaven and it’s not even real
And I die before telling you how I really feel
Cause it feels like hell
And I just can’t help but think
Maybe loves not for me
Maybe loves not for me
Maybe loves not for me
Maybe loves not for me
For me×3
Maybe loves not for me