歌手:midwxst
专辑:《Alt Pop For Summer》

作词 : Edgar Nathaniel Sarratt III/Eric Revel Wood/Xavier Deltomme
作曲 : Edgar Nathaniel Sarratt III/Eric Revel Wood/Xavier Deltomme
[Intro]
Oh, oh

[Verse 1]
I'm twiddling my thumbs, don't know what comes next
Popped inside my phone, I see a new text
My heart's pounding fast, beating out my chest
Never sleep at night, I never can rest
Every time I close my eyes you pop into my head
And sometimes when I close my eyes I wish that I was dead
One-shot, put a bullet through my ****ing head
Inhale, exhale, take my final breath

[Chorus]
Fight with myself, fighting every single night
Say I'm fine but I'm not, not even in the slight
Running out of words, I don't know what I should say or write
I could never tell the difference, never know what's wrong and what is right
Fight with myself, fighting every single night
Say I'm fine but I'm not, not even in the slight
Running out of words, I don't know what I should say or write
I could never tell the difference, never know what's wrong and what is right

[Bridge]
And I can try to open up to you
To try to tell you the truth
But when I do, go mute
This feeling in the air is nothing new
It's something that I gotta get used to
I struggle with my thoughts, I can't break through
I don't know what the **** I've turned into

[Verse 2]
If I open up my mouth I hope you know that I'm not shutting up
If I ever get invited to parties I'm not showing up
I promise to my family and my brothers that I'm going up
I don't know why you're texting my phone 'cause I don't give a ****
RBF, got resting bitch face, filled my heart up with hate
****ed me up inside my head, I know I made a mistake
RBF, got resting bitch face, filled my heart up with hate
****ed me up inside my head, I know I made a mistake

[Chorus]
Fight with myself, fighting every single night
Say I'm fine but I'm not, not even in the slight
Running out of words, I don't know what I should say or write
I could never tell the difference, never know what's wrong and what is right
Fight with myself, fighting every single night
Say I'm fine but I'm not, not even in the slight
Running out of words, I don't know what I should say or write
I could never tell the difference, never know what's wrong and what is right