歌手:sadeyes
专辑:《downpour》

作曲 : Nathan Lewis
Yeah, oh..uh
Oh fxxk I'm drunk went and did it again
I cut my ties guess I'm losin' a friend
I'm stuck your lies makes it harder to mend
My heart self harm makes it easy to pen
I'm not the monster i painted as
But i bite her neck like i'm a maniac
I love when she screams, when she cuts me i bleed
I get high as the stars, then i fall like the leaves
My minds gone bad yo whats the date
My hearts so cold bet a few could relate
Now i'm fxxked in the brain, now i'm fxxked in the tub
I'm fxxked so often i'm prolly up on the hub
I'm prolly out of my luck, i'm prolly stupid as fxxk
Cause every time that she hit me i feel adrenaline rush
I feel my energy thrust, its like i like being hurt
I feel the knife in my gut, i think i'm cryin too much
And i've been playing too much
One minute you hate me and the next you want fxxk
Just look at my love, yeah look at it goes
Every time i'm up it seems like you want me more
And that sucks my heart's inside my lungs
I hit my plug he fill me up
I don't want nothing but your love
You hit me up and said we done
Said we done, yeah yeah
Said we done, before the fire
Oh no oh god what have i done
Become all the things that i've been running from
I thought we were done talkin shxt, were above that
But words turn to fists its becoming a blood bath
But i'm drunk so i run back
If you call me an a-sshole, I don't have a comeback
I'm not just an a-sshole, I know that you know that
Craving my soul but i already sold that
I'm braving the cold, you already know that i hate this
Fxxk love i wanna be famous
At least i can't be shameless and
Spend all my time gettin wasted
But that's you wanted right
I don't wanna hang on right
I'm on my own tonight, you make me wanna die
I'll let you kill me some other time
Oh fxxk i'm drunk went and did it again
I cut my ties guess i'm losing a friend
I'm stuck your lies makes it harder to mend
My heart self harm makes it easy to pen
I'm not the monster i painted as
But i bite her neck like i'm a maniac
I love when she screams, when she cuts me i bleed
I get high as the stars, then i fall like the leaves
My minds gone bad yo whats the date
My hearts so cold bet a few could relate
Now i'm fxxked in the brain, now i'm fxxked in the tub
I'm fxxked so often i'm prolly up on the hub
I'm prolly out of my luck, i'm prolly stupid as fxxk
Cause every time that she hit me i feel adrenaline rush
I feel my energy thrust, its like i like being hurt
I feel the knife in my gut, i think i'm cryin too much