歌手:Antarctic Sun
专辑:《Angel》

作词 : Antarctic Sun
作曲 : Antarctic Sun
Angel

Produced by Antarctic Sun
Antarctic Sun制作
Sampling "Angel" by Sara McLachlan
采样Sara McLachlan的Angel

Chorus
Early this morning with a new state of mind
清晨 新的心态
Affection goes in mind
脑子里充满愉悦
Perfection goes in rhymes
写下完美的歌词
Revelation 17 like Jesus in his prime
启示录十七 我像是在耶稣的盛年

Verse 1
3 AM I’m back in lab alone in my zone
凌晨三点我独自一人回到了属于我的地方
Soliciting the solitude from ringing of phone
尝试在作响的铃声中找寻安静
Tryna escape from the coma with some liquor
想要用酒精驱除我的困意
got me sober
让我清醒
It’s liquor had me fearless on my focus now I’m growing
酒精让我无畏 让我聚精会神 让我成长

Bottles always light me up in the desert of the darkness
酒精总是在黑暗的荒野中将我照亮
I’ve been waking from the platitudes my fate has imparted
让我在命运交给我的陈词滥调中清醒
Thinking about them clubbing thuggish buster
想到那些置身于危险中的人们
Been proud of how I ended up with a scarlet in my luster
我开始为我脸上的伤疤感到骄傲
（wordplay: scarlet in my luster 字面指作者小时候在打架中脸上留下的伤疤， 同时luster也呼应作者的中文名字，表示经历在作者的名字里留下了血字）


Had my girl she had me jilted
感情有许多挫折
Had a world upon my palm
同时我把我的世界放在我的手掌
I got ill-minded thoughts and they been lurking in my calm
但在平静当中藏着的是黑暗的想法

Busy hurting and then smirking myself
忙着伤害与嘲笑我自己
Work till the dawn
聚精会神到黎明
Till collapsing till I’m bursting from my birth and now on
从出生开始 直到我崩溃

I swear to fill me with some new blood
我要给自己灌入新的血液
Rubbing anything filthy never thinking about a new love
清除污垢 保持禁欲
Meditating everyday not letting days to kill me
每天保持冥想 抑制自杀的想法
And I do love talking about the reverie and fantasizing I got blue blood
热衷于表达我的遐想 非同常人

Chorus
Early this morning with a new state of mind
清晨 新的心态
Affection goes in mind
脑子里充满愉悦
Perfection goes in rhymes
写下完美的歌词
Revelation 17 like Jesus in his prime
启示录十七 我像是在耶稣的盛年

Verse 2
Knowing my obsession brought nothing but objection
我的执着带来了他人的不解与反对
My rejects from universities with bias is like acceptance to something higher
而我的每一封大学拒信都是我灵魂通往更高层次的邀请 （Antithesis）

Seventeen years since I ever was on pedigree
十七年的生命
Tears for a set of things
充满了泪水
Mare is better dreams
梦魇是我做过最美的梦
Barely I’ve ever seen
我无法见到
Someone share the
与我
Same vibe with me
感同身受的人（拥有相同热情的人）
But all the real ones are legit they ride with me
但我认可的每一个人都与我团结为一
All the real fiend
所有魔鬼们
Seeing me in my thrill dream
在噩梦中与我相见
Backstabbing like I even care
暗箭伤人 可惜我毫不介意
Been flying and
我在飞着
Riding through courses of pain and critics
经过痛苦与批评
And waking waned ambition
唤醒那些沉睡的雄心
I wait and fist it and pray for visions to take place
觊觎时机 祈祷我的想法成真
I was a Night Wing with the sentence when I did the right thing got suspended
当我因为做正确的事情却遭受不公时（作者自比耶稣）我就像一双夜翼（致敬蝙蝠侠）
When my heart died knew it might become an angel
当我的心死了的时候 我知道它变成了天使 （biblical allusion）
Talking in the thunder and the lightning
用电闪雷鸣与我对话 （上帝说话的声音在普通人耳中无异于雷声）
So splendid
美丽至极

World is full of lies and lies and lots of danger
世界充满了谎言与危险
I stumbled on the fire and paid for what it takes me
我时曾陷于困难 受到痛苦
My mom taught me to be living to survive
我被告知要懂得去生存
Survive and I can make it
而后再去发展
But I told myself I live to be alive
但我告诉自己 我对死亡无所畏惧
Alive to be the greatest
将会成为最伟大的存在

Chorus
Early this morning with a new state of mind
清晨 新的心态
Affection goes in mind
脑子里充满愉悦
Perfection goes in rhymes
写下完美的歌词
Revelation 17 like Jesus in his prime
启示录十七 我像是在耶稣的盛年