歌手:Hassen Cheng
专辑:《Sabbatical》

作词 : Hassen Cheng
作曲 : Hassen Cheng
小时候我认识两个宁波人
家里钱太多了 人品就会跟着往下沉
小时候我追的女生都会对我特别冷
Now she on her knees and got her hair all tied up in a bun， wonder what for though [现在不知道为什么她头发扎起来跪在地上]
我十年后还记住当年没有钱时候
我老妈习惯喝茶 but now she sip Bordeaux [我老妈习惯喝茶但现在喝波尔多红酒]
is crazy [特别疯狂]
Miracles don't amaze me [奇迹已经不会让我感到惊讶]
If that you chasin ain't for you it's not your fault 而是天不给你 [如果你在追求的东西不适合你不是你的错而是天不给你]
听我说
小时候我经历过的东西特别多
Remember when I couldn't get a kiss, 现在看到我就脱 [记得以前连亲一个也不想，现在看到我就脱]
Man I love life now, but I used to be depressed [现在很爱生活，但我曾经很抑郁]
Back when grandma crying every night and mama was a mess [在我外婆每天晚上哭而我妈遇到困难的时候]
一边养着两个儿子 开着公司 钱都必须问人借
保证你有压力下的行动决定你一切
But if you tryna move forward then you gotta leave the past shawty [但是你想往前走的话必须放下你的过去]
Fancy like bags never last shawty [奢侈品很少有长期的价值]
Tryna ride this you need a bus pass shawty [想跟我有关系必须到一定的标准]
Used to place the blame on my surroundings but I put it back on me [曾经把责任都推在我的环境上但现在接受责任]
Keep it real and genuine 就不用担心被人看透你 [保持真诚的性格就不用担心被人看透你]
Open up your eyes man [醒一下]
I see the rap game in China needs a real one and mamma ain't raise no bystander [我看到中国嘻哈却着一个真诚的人物而我不能只当旁观者]
就算有什么难度
像我开的公司考的大学都是一条路
像我困在香港睡地上同样的苦

I confess [我承认]
When I got turned down by Dartmouth man on God I felt depressed [我被达特默斯拒绝时候感到抑郁]
I ain't stress tho, imma flex [但是我没有担心]
Momma going IPO, had to get it off my chest [我必须帮我妈公司上市]
I ain't lying bro and you ain't gotta check [我没在撒谎你也不用验证]
Same girl who hated on me back in primary be leaving berries on my neck [小学拒绝我的女生现在不停地找我]

Yeah that's how you know I'm next [这就知道我是下一个]
Asking why I rap well that's cos I'm coming for them fake chiggas rockin dreads [我为了暴露这些想装黑鬼的华人]
And the ones who say they getting bread [还有那些喜欢炫耀的人]
How the you live in China acting like you rocking a Patek [没钱也装的像买得起百达翡丽手表]
想你真的买得起
我真服了你
家里租都交不完就跑去租台法拉利
把你推的像个产品我就等你到期
两年就那一首歌 一年后就放弃
像你这种没有深度没有意思谁要听
放下我的课本一年时间专门跟你拼
And imma do it all in my gap year [一年之内做起来]
Mama left my dad when I was nine and I ain't shed a tear [九岁我妈离开我爸的时候一滴眼泪都没有流]
When I took my SATs I got a 1420 out of fear [我考SAT的时候争取拿了1420分]
Cos I sacrificed too much to be shown out by all my peers [因为我牺牲了太多再去被人看不起]
Anyways I got only one [我只有一个同等]
And that's Kjell de Graaf [那就是Kjell de Graaf]
6'10 D1 and he's good at math [六尺十 打NCAA一级联赛 还有数学好]
Back in 2016 I had the to take a different path [2016年我够胆走了一条不一样的路]
And it sorta worked out later [之后就看得出来有回报]
Cheng Haysen makin moves imma chess player [每一步都像棋手一样准确]
And I know that you a hater [我知道你对我有反感]
Running from the fakes, everything will be okay [远离不诚实的人，一切都会没事]
Running from my past, tryna keep it all at bay [远离我过去犯的错误，尽量不记住]
Running from my problems imma be the first one to say that, man [远离我的问题，我当第一个人去说]


I confess [我承認]
When I got turned down by Dartmouth man on God I was perplexed [当时我被达特默斯拒绝的时候我感到紧张]
Man I missed the days when all I cared about was bigger pecs [很怀念我当年最大烦恼是胸肌太小的时候]
Girl you missed the chance to be one of the people that I text [你已经错过了当我圈子里的其中一个人]
And I swear this be going to my head [这真心让我感到烦恼]
Wanna know what lies ahead [想知道未来有什么计划]
I'm the type to get to manifestin' everything I said [我是个说得到做得到的人]
Saved a life off my reflex [靠我反应快救了一条命]
Never been a fan of cheap * [从来不喜欢没意思的关系]
Mama rocked a Rolex [妈妈戴过劳力士手表]
生在城里
人就必须有点本领
走到今天感觉特别神奇
欠我钱
发个照片毁了你的前途
活在我的梦里别忘交租
Let it breathe [冷静一下]
I wish you knew what I got up my sleeve [真希望你知道我有什么计划]
Baking up a big pie you don't get a piece [做什么大小事跟你也无关]
If I reached out and you dipped then 现在更加不会需要你 [如果向你求救过而你当没看见的话现在更加不会需要你]

Aye, whatchu bout to say now [你还有什么好说]
Man I graduated [我都毕业了]
All your hate is saturated [你对我的反感都浸透了]
You ain't got a * clue how long I been waiting [你完全不知道我等了多久]
诶兄弟
我对你真没有恶意
当你在写life story不能给人拿笔
成功这个路程肯定没你想象顺利
Oh boy it's Haysen here [又是我]
No gimmicks same name from my early years [ 没有诡计 跟我从小一个名字]
Only competition are my idols imma make that clear [唯一的竞争就是我的偶像]
Man last year I got rejected by Dartmouth [去年被达特默斯拒绝]
Now I'm making sure my family eats, looking out for Charlotte [现在只要确保家人吃得饱饭]
每次想着放弃都要回想why I started [每次想着放弃都要回想我开始的原因]
When my flight departed [回想飞机起飞的时候]

Now I'm restarted [现在有机会从来]
Want it now, asap, man I'm really bout it [想现在就要，我真的有这个本事
大学
我是否真要念
给我一年时间我就不用给你脸
没想到我会怎么短时间
长大怎么多我答应自己再不被人骗 goddamn
看着都想当个律师
我也想过 但总会有天去世
现在要追梦想都被看成弱智
本来就能超越lol 网上写的几率
每晚怀念以前上海住的郊区
Man looking back my life really been going rocky [回想我生活真的很不稳定]
Never gave a puck like it's hockey [从来都没有在乎过]
除了自己没人打得过你
I am too blessed to be feeling sorry [我必须要感恩一点]
I apologize [我向我自己道歉]

To myself back when I used to lie [以前一直对别人撒谎]
Hiding insecurities, now I'm that guy [为了隐藏不牢靠的感觉，现在知道自己是谁了]
Had a queen [曾经身边有个女王]
24 [24岁]
And she dance pole [跳钢管舞]
me [哎]
Still got my heart whole [还对她有感情]
Ah well nothing lasts [没有东西是永远的]
Might as well stop looking back [再也不会往回看]
好感恩被拒绝
If I went Ivy 现在肯定开学 [要是我真考进了常春藤的话现在肯定开学]
Decade on the cello but I still rap [拉了大提琴还搞说唱]
Sit back and relax [请坐]
Imma show you how that clout stack [给你看看尊重是怎么累积的]

Man last year I got rejected by Dartmouth [去年我被达特默斯拒绝]
Next year know they finna be rolling out the carpet [去年知道会有机会走红地毯]
Mama had a Porsche had to put it on the market [妈妈之前开的车要卖掉了]
最钢的两母子 we gon make it out the darkness [最钢的两母子我们会成功的]
Oh yeah oh yeah
what you think imma do this all year [才不会管你想什么]