歌手:SRAIN阿尐
专辑:《：（》

作词 : SRAIN阿尐/Solly 赵一哲
作曲 : SRAIN阿尐
Only when I've already died can all people love me so much
当我死去的时人们开始爱我
编曲：YoungiAn 混音：F！go
U r sitting over there by the bed
你坐在床头
hooking up my soul coldly
冷冷勾住我的灵魂
I'm exhaling out hot air
我呼出炽热气体
which blows on Death's face
吹在死神脸上
Turbid eyes confound white with black
混沌的眼睛黑白难辨
Keep falling in the narrow tetrahedron yea
在狭小的四面体里下坠
The body is separated from me
身体与我分离
The words people saying strike me
人们的言语挫伤我
Nails fall off
甲片脱落
Skins are dissolved
皮肤溶解
Missing in the endless darkness around
在无尽环绕的黑暗中迷失
A weak morbid state
疲软的病态
A self-abased shame
自卑的羞耻
A suffocating feeling almost kill myself
窒息的感觉几乎将我杀死
How to break your prophecy
如何突破你的预言
Sorrow keeps me breathless
悲痛让我难以呼吸
Dreams have died out helpless
梦早已无助消失殆尽
In your arms let me be ashes
让我在你的怀里化为灰烬
Please help me
帮我
Please save me
救我
Please hug me
抱我
Please kiss me
吻我
Obscure grudges
隐约的憎恨
and grumbles
和埋怨
And all of those
所有一切
drop on the floor
摔在地上
Mouth is full of stinky lies oh
嘴里充满恶臭的谎言
forcing the truth away no don't no
逼得真相抽身离去
Gnawed out on the back a hole
背上被啃噬出一个洞
Heart seems to be stolen oh
心脏仿佛都要被偷走
Focus on the pain of weakness in both
停在双手无力
hands and the withdrawal of thoughts
和思绪抽离的痛感中
Don't know how to spend the next moment oh
不知如何度过接下时刻
But to be distressed is to be alive wow
但这样苦恼又令人鲜活
On my own In the zone
独自在这里
Is it the high time I should go
现在是我该离去的时候了吗
Like an ignorant lamb on the way to death
如无知的羔羊行于亡途
Take the bitter juice of thorns for honey liquid
把荆棘的苦汁当做蜜液
It's my curse I yell
是诅咒 我叫喊着
It's where I belong Thinking about yesterday
怀想昨日 我的归宿
Please help me
帮我
Please save me
救我
Please hug me
抱我
Please kiss me
吻我
A weak morbid state
疲软的病态
A self-abased shame
自卑的羞耻
A suffocating feeling almost kill myself
窒息的感觉几乎将我杀死
How to break your prophecy
如何突破你的预言
Sorrow keeps me breathless
悲痛让我难以呼吸
Dreams have died out helpless
梦早已无助消失殆尽
In your arms let me be ashes
让我在你的怀里化为灰烬
In your arms let me be ashes
让我在你的怀里化为灰烬
In your arms let me be ashes
让我在你的怀里化为灰烬

But you're cloud I can't touch it
你却是我无法触及的云
My love is so bad dear baby
亲爱的 我的爱如此糟糕
Old books are covered in sticky thing
破旧书籍覆于粘腻漆黑之物
Walking in the small spaces
踱于狭窄的空间
try my best to move myself
拼命感动自我
The whole world shudders for this
世界为此颤抖
Cold wind shatters the illusion
寒冷彻骨的风撕裂幻想
Reality cuts like a knife yee
现实如刀割
Whole body tight speechlessly
哑口无言地浑身僵硬
Night after night of orgies
纵情狂欢一夜又一夜
Once again I break down and weep
再一次溃不成形 泣不成声
Deliver me from all the madness
拯救我 从这所有的疯狂中
Everyone quarrels over unrelated matters
人人为不干己的事争吵
I just hope a time machine back to the past time
我只希望有时光机回到从前
I don't care what will happen next that
我不在乎未来发生什么
Cuz I know none lasts forever
因为早就知道没什么可以永远

I hope I'm good
我希望我很好
I hope U well
我希望你也是