歌手:Shelldiver
专辑:《District 105 x Shelldiver》

作词 : Shelldiver
作曲 : Shelldiver
To Fail A Father:



Father forgive me

Deliver me from evil

Kneeling down

starring at the ceiling



This is my last prayer

I am done

following the masses

Felt like I am the only one



who thought it’s unreal - the only word I own

******* unreal - was young and didn’t know

but not anymore

I felt like dead inside, but still I kept walking

Into the hands of deceit - sins drowning







I reject this ****

Finger on the trigger

Your gun is the book And #

I point the finger At this lie,

kept me uncertain and alone

I have no master

I’m on my own





Father forgive me

I supplicate

Father forgive me

My knuckles hurt

My folded hands are rotting

my soul became dark

indoctrinated from the moment I could walk





What the **** is this ****

I vomit blood

So hollow

won’t follow

anymore



There was no mercy - not a bit

Their ain’t no miracles

Don’t ******* ask

Something inside me is sick





Father forgive me

Deliver me from evil

Kneeling down

starring at the ceiling



This is my last prayer

I am done

following the masses

Felt like I am the only one

who thought it’s unreal

unreal

unreal

unreal





Now I am older

now I know things so much better

Ripped my heart out of my body

pain didn’t matter

because I am free now

Things make more sense than ever

this illusion just couldn’t hold up much longer





It is ******* crazy when I think of back than

Whoever put me in this world

Had a different plan ah

Knew that I won’t be a slave

so put I put this to an end

God forgive me

you’re already dead.





What the **** is this ****

I vomit blood

too hollow

won’t follow

anymore



Something inside me is sick

So I put this to an end

God forgive me

but you’re already dead.





I reject this ****

Finger on the trigger

Your gun is the book And #

I point the finger At this lie,

kept me uncertain and alone

I have no master

I’m on my own