歌手:George Knispel
专辑:《Before The End》

作词 : George Knispel
作曲 : George Knispel
Say sorry and get out the way
说完抱歉就赶快离开吧
I need to stay in fasting when chemo rains
在化疗如雨而至前我仍需要保持空腹
Do you feel satisfied
看到这样垂死挣扎的我
To see me painful and bleeding
你感到开心感到满足吗

You said you want me to
你说你希望我能好起来
Be alright, I can make it through
说我可以度过这一次次难关
But we both know it’s a lie
但是我们都知道这只是一个谎言
So save your strength and keep your mouth shut for a while
所以省省心吧，把嘴闭上安静会儿吧

Because I never be the one
因为我知道我永远无法成为那个唯一
Now can you feel the way I used to feel
所以你又是否能感受到我曾经的痛楚
It’s funny to hear your words that you do care
前一秒说着在乎下一秒就将我弃之而去
When you left me behind
多么可笑的谎言
I feel my body is falling
我感到我的躯壳在坠向深渊
I see the lights are fading
眼前的光线渐渐暗淡
I’m looking for a place to be alive
我只是在寻找一个能够继续活下去的地方

I ran to see the truth
我奔跑着不断寻求真相
So you tear everything up but you
于是你便将一切摧毁掩盖，哦对，除了你自己之外
You told me nothing was there
接着转身告诉那里什么也没有发生
Everything was okay but you forgot that you were holding a broken heart
告诉我一切都好，但你忘记了你手中仍攥着一颗破碎的心脏

So stop giving me your croon
所以停止你那靡靡之音吧
And bring me some hymn tunes
不如为我演奏最后一曲圣歌
Better wish me dead soon cos if I come back I will make you pay and tear you into shreds
你最好希望我快点离去，因为当我回来之时我定将让你付出代价，把你撕成碎片

Because I never be the one
因为我知道我永远无法成为那个唯一
Now can you feel the way I used to feel
所以你又是否能感受到我曾经的痛楚
It’s funny to hear your words that you do care
前一秒说着在乎下一秒就将我弃之而去
When you left me behind
多么可笑的谎言
I feel my body is falling
我感到我的躯壳在坠向深渊
I see the lights are fading
眼前的光线渐渐暗淡
I’m looking for a place to be alive
我只是在寻找那么一个能够继续活下去的地方

I find myself like a refugee
我发觉自己就像一个颠沛流离的流浪者
Well, nowhere to go and nobody see
没有地方可去，路人皆视我为虚无
Everyday wake up with lies of you by my side
每天早晨伴着你的谎言醒来，周而复始
Alright, alright then
行吧，我又能怎么办呢

I wanted to stay but why can’t you see
我也曾想留下难道你看不出来吗
There was once a chance to back to what’s gonna be
曾经也有那最后的机会重新回归正轨
But look what we’re doing here now you pull me to hell, hell, hell !
但看看我们现在的所做，你正在把我拖向漆黑的地狱

I want to be the one
我也想成为你真诚所待之人
wish you could feel the way I used to feel
我多么希望你能感受到我所感受的一切
It’s so good to hear your words that you do care
当你说出你在乎的时候，是多么的美好
Even you left me behind
即使你将我弃之不顾
I feel my body is falling
我感到我的躯壳在坠向深渊
I see the lights are fading
眼前的光线渐渐暗淡
I’m chasing lights of the sun and lie to myself
我在拼命寻找着太阳的光明，继续用这无力的谎言麻痹自己

because I never be the one
因为我知道我永远无法成为那个唯一
Now can you feel the way I used to feel
所以你又是否能感受到我曾经的痛楚
It’s funny to hear your words that you do care
前一秒说着在乎下一秒就将我弃之而去
I feel my body is falling
我感到我的躯壳在坠向深渊
I see the lights are fading
眼前的光线渐渐暗淡
I’m looking for a place to be alive
我只是在寻找那么一个能够继续活下去的地方