歌手:Ja Rule
专辑:《PIL 2》

作词 : AURELIUS, SEVEN/ANGEL, JOSEPH/ATKINS, JEFFREY/SCHWARTZ
作曲 : 7 Aurelius/Jeffrey Atkins
bright light big stages bad habbitsget high got to prison and invade taxesthis is not what i invisonwhen i started rapping.f-ck the mansions, the pantoms, the sweets, the cabanasbeacuse none of that matters when the mirror shattersall i see is pieces of me scatteredis it a miracle or is it madness?because when i puts it all together it freflexs this,and this is meabout as you gonna get to insanity or geniusmy real life fantasyis this my life or am i dreamingi can't lie i don't believe itiiiii... i don't believe itiiiii... is this my lifetalking fantasies, they're more twistes then memoriesi never thought gotti would leave the game like d r enever thought shanti would ever stop reppin the team,and the f-ck is lloyd hooking up with the enemiesif this was 03 i would have told you,you was crazy if you told me this is what it would bei miss vita caddy black child charlie,i thought we were tighter then the marleys ... familybut i guess you can't be, in an industry theres nothing but envy,jealousy ... please nobody be friend me!nah, my real life fantasyis this my life or am i dreamingi can't lie i don't believe itiiiii... i don't believe itiiiii... is this my life