歌手:Pryde
专辑:《RICHVALE SUMMER 2: SUMMER OF LOVERBOY》

Maybe things would be way different
If I ain't drop out
Maybe I would've been normal, just like you
Now it's all this paranoia when I hop out
Cause everybody wanna catch me
Slippin' 'juana show that action
But baby, I don't know
Is this for sure
I drink, I smoke, but can't escape
If you ask me what I think, I say
Yeah, this s*it gets to me
Why do they threaten me?
Is this s*it meant for me?
Is this s*it meant for me?
I'm f****d up mentally
Please send some help for me
Is this s*it meant for me?
Is this s*it meant for me?
But s*it, I gave it all to you
I watched everybody do well after they left me
And they just used me
Till they felt that they were good
Some girls told me that they loved me
But when I was all f****d up
You ain't help me
You ain't call me, s*it got rough
But baby, I don't know
Is this for sure?
I drink, I smoke, but can't escape
If you ask me what I think, I say
Yeah, this s*it gets to me
Why do they threaten me?
Is this s*it meant for me?
Is this s*it meant for me?
I'm f****d up mentally
Please send some help for me
Is this s*it meant for me?
Is this s*it meant for me?
This s*it, I gave it up for good
I hear excuses way more than
I hear "I love you"s
I hear more "**** you"s than
"Nobody is above you"s
Every girl I tried to talk to
Like some normal, basic idiot
And I just gotta act like
I ain't really pissed, but maybe I am
Maybe I'm pissed that I ain't on yet
And everybody in my city loves to taunt me
Like I won't beat somebody's f*****g ass
For throwing dirt on my name
I don't ever get no perks from my fame
Cause ever person always sees me
As a meal ticket, like **** all this s*it
I'm really f*****g mad that money exists
I'm really mad that everybody chose the clout
And these ******* instead of helping me out
Like, do I really gotta tell you out loud
I saw hell in 2015
And since then s*it ain't changed
I got bigger, but people treat me the same
Waiting in line for all these clubs
That should pay me and people think that
I'm crazy, but I got self-worth
People just take it
Never understood why people gotta
Act like heart and love ain't important
Why these girls I meet just hurt me and bore me
All I asked for was a house for my mama
But then she died
All you said was that
I'd make it here easy, but ***** you lied
*****, you lied
After that summer
I felt like I was running away from this person
I'd been for so long
And hid it behind all these foolish vices
I came home one night incredibly
Under the influence and called you
Shaking, paranoid, blacking out
And hearing you call my name over
And over again, panicking
Russell, Russell, Russell
"Russell? Russell? Wake up"