歌手:Coldsteeze
专辑:《Numb My Pain (Prod. Dupree)》

And this one goes out to...
All the kids out there
That be going through it...
You feeling alone
Promise you're not the only one
Yeah, why do i keep losing friends to drugs
I swear that all i see is pain cuz i ain't get no love
I remember they just tell me that i'm not enough
I guess that they would rather see me flying up above
Yeah, going through it as a kid i hate it
And they don't won't care about my music till im dead and famous
I hate the fact i gotta drink until i'm feeling painless
I hate the fact i deal with pain upon a daily basis
And i could try to numb it all but it wound never end it
Might've thought that i was happy but i just pretended
I can hardly get some sleep and i been feeling restless
Demons talking back and forth like they be playing tennis
They tried to tell me that depressions not a mental illness
I could mess around and end it never see a witness
And i been tryna work it out and i ain't talking fitness
You can't wash away my pain like you be washing dishes
And there ain't no way around it you just gotta deal
They might try to tell you could fix it with a pill
But the pills will never work and i'm just being real
The pill will only make it worse like you don't wanna feel
You be locked up in a box and you won't see a door
When you feel a little better they just give you more
I guess it's true that what they say cuz love is really war
You could try to just forget it but you can't ignore
I lost a lot of people that i know to suicide
Lately i been thinking bout it between you and i
I never thought that i would get to where i wanna die
And i'll never understand it but i be thinking why
So i might as well just show it so i won't deny
But i gotta stand my ground so i can make em proud
I don't care about the money i don't want the clout
Always looking for my heart when i be feeling doubt