歌手:Jazmine Sullivan
专辑:《Fearless》

作词 : REMI, SALAAM/SULLIVAN, JAZMINE
作曲 : Remi, Sullivan
I'm sitting contemplating
is it worth it should I take it
Take that shot and change my life
Get that glock and take his life
Hospitals and bloody noses
this would end all obstacles that I could leave.
Knowing I can’t leave
so it’s either him or me
Cause he gon' kill me if I stay I know
Gon' kill me, he cant change I know
from the first time that he did it
made a promise that he'd quit it
（****）
God it’s so much worse
don't wanna end up in a hearse
I guess I gotta do it first
yes I gotta do it first
I cant go back now, back now, I'm runnin’
but where to go cops I hear them comin’
and if they catch me I still ain't sorry
If that was wrong just call me guilty
Cause if you knew what he did to me
I know I would get your sympathy
So if they catch me I still ain't sorry
Just lock me up and call me guilty guilty.
I did it
Pulled the trigger
It wasn’t so hard go figure.
Before I did it I said
This was for all the blood I shed.
For all the women who go through this ****.
Can’t think of what to do, this ****
done tore ‘em up inside and out.
Who’s still tryna get out.
He gon' kill you if you stay I know
I’ve been through this, oh yes I know
I know he promised that he'd quit it
If you believe him girl forget it
（****）
You know I’m right
Don’t wanna see him take your life
And it will only just get worse
That’s why I had to do it first.
I cant go back now, back now, I'm runnin’
but where to go cops I hear them comin’
and if they catch me I still ain't sorry
If that was wrong just call me guilty
Cause if you knew what he did to me
I know I would get your sympathy
So if they catch me I still ain't sorry
Just lock me up and call me guilty guilty.
There’s so much blood
I grabbed my stuff
But before I could leave the cops busted in.
（You have the right to remain silent）
No, I have the right to stay alive.
But guess what, I’d do it again.
He would have killed me （just）
Before I killed him.
It would have been him up in this building.
It would have been him faking tears.
But what’s funny is that I’m the one standing here, hey yeah.
I cant go back now, back now, I'm runnin’
but where to go cops I hear them comin’
and if they catch me I still ain't sorry
If that was wrong just call me guilty
Cause if you knew what he did to me
I know I would get your sympathy
So if they catch me I still ain't sorry
Just lock me up and call me guilty guilty.