you don't deserve these tears Think I really need a therapist 'Cause you really ****ed me up I think it's kinda funny that your mom and dad are texting me "congrats" on all my songs I think I should be over this 'Cause it's been too ****ing long I should be forgetting you, hating you, moving on Where did I go wrong? 'Cause you don't deserve it The way that I'm hurting Oh, how did I end up here? 'Cause you're out there laughing While I'm stuck here crying in the mirror Screaming, "You don't deserve these tears" Maybe I should text you drunk Try to run into your friends See you at a party, say you'rе sorry That you miss me and you wish we didn't end Oh, damn it, what thе ****? I'm getting all up in my head I know that you were shitty, didn't treat me right So why am I still missing you again? 'Cause you don't deserve it The way that I'm hurting Oh, how did I end up here? 'Cause you're out there laughing While I'm stuck here crying in the mirror Screaming, "You don't deserve these tears" So why am I crying? Why am I crying? Tell me, why am I crying? Why am I crying?