I Really F**ked It Up
 作词 : Milly Toomey/Gil Lewis/Sarah Close/Will Talbot
 作曲 : Milly Toomey/Gil Lewis/Sarah Close/Will Talbot
Why am i like this?
Why am i like this?
I got two left feet and i blame it on you
I find the dynamite and i make us go boom-boom-boom
And i don't wanna be like this
I’m tryna talk to my therapist
In truth I know it’s me and all my issues
I hate when i come home and I put them on you you you
I swear i’m not terrible
I just get emotional
And  i end up saying sorry every single time
I wanna cause a scene just to feel alive
Maybe I’m only mean  coz i know you’re mine
And I hate myself  for making you cry
I know
That I really ****ed it up this time
Hurricane blowing through your town
I know it’s hard for you just to stick around
And I hate myself  for making you cry
I know
That I really ****ed it up  this time
I promise will be the last time
That i do all the things that i said that i wouldn’t do last night
Then i lose my shit
And i slam the door
And I And ask myself
What did I do that for?
I’m the damaged type
But it’s no excuse
For all of my hurt that i’m living i’m giving to you-ou-ou
I swear i’m not terrible
I just get emotional
And  i end up saying sorry  every single time
I wanna cause a scene just to feel alive
Maybe I’m only mean coz i know you’re mine
And I hate myself  for making you cry
I know
That I really ****ed it up this time
Hurricane blowing through your town
I know it’s hard for you just to stick around
And I hate myself  for making you cry
I know
That I really ****ed it up  this time