I'm Different Now
 I intellectualize my feelings
 That I get hurt and drown 'em out
 I know the hurt is part of healing
 Wish you were here to hold me now
 All I can feel is your indifference
 Back then, I thought that I deserved it
 There's nothing I could do to fix it, I guess
 I'm still learning how to live with it
 If I were still an optimist
 I will just be one from this
 But I'm, I'm different now
 Forgave your broken promises
 Yeah, I loved you through all of it
 But I'm, I'm different now
 Oh, I hope one day I'll love again another way
 'Cause I'm, I'm diffеrent now
 Drove by your house again last weekеnd
 Remember when it felt like home
 I think a part of me is still in there
 Do you ever feel my ghost?
 I only see you in my nightmares
 Sometimes I wish that I could hold you
 What if I'm always gonna be scared?
 What if I'm always gonna want you?
 If I were still an optimist
 I will just be one from this
 But I'm, I'm different now
 Forgave your broken promises
 Yeah, I loved you through all of it
 But I'm, I'm different now
 Oh, I hope one day I'll love again another way
 'Cause I'm, I'm different now
 I'm sorry that I wasn't older
 Were we ever really friends?
 I think I'm finally got it over
 It still hurts but it hurts less
 If I were still an optimist
 I will just be one from this
 But I'm, I'm different now
 Forgave your broken promises
 Yeah, I loved you through all of it
 But I'm, I'm different now
 Oh, I hope one day I'll love again another way
 'Cause I'm, I'm different now
 Oh, I hope one day I'll love again another way
 'Cause I'm, I'm different now