Not Usually Like This
 作词 : Cian Ducrot
 作曲 : Cian Ducrot
We used to be like the lovers the ones that you'd see in a movie
I felt like I was your Noah and I thought that you were my Allie
But we weren't out of a book
And I never wanted to hide it
But I had my heart set on you
When I guess you still hadn't decided
But I was so f**ked up when I saw the way you looked at him
Did you fall out of love
Did he give you something I couldn't give
No I'm not usually like this
And I don't think I'm ready for change
You know I could usually fight this
And sometimes I'm fine with the pain
And I know it's hard sometimes
But I wish you could stay for a moment
And you know I could usually fight this
No I'm not usually like this
I thought I got over this feeling
'Cause it's been six years now
But I saw you last week on the street and
I caught myself turning around
Then I hoped that by now I'd forget
After parties when we'd stumble home
We'd text while we sneak past our parents
Drunk from bottles we don't even own
But I was so f**ked up when I saw the way you looked at him
Did you fall out of love
Did he give you something I couldn't give
And I'm not usually like this
And I don't think I'm ready for change
You know I could usually fight this
And sometimes I'm fine with the pain
And I know it's hard sometimes
But I wish you could stay for a moment
You know I could usually fight this
No I'm not usually like this
Why do I fall when you're all I've loved
And how do I know when you fell out of love
No why do I fall when you're all I've loved
So when did you fall out of love
But when did you fall out of love
But I was so f**ked up when I saw the way you looked at him
Did you fall out of love
Did he give you something I couldn't give
No I'm not usually like this
And I don't think I'm ready for change
You know I could usually fight this
And sometimes I'm fine with the pain
And I know it's hard sometimes
But I wish you could stay for a moment
You know I could usually fight this
No I'm not usually like this
And I'm not usually like this
And I don't think I'm ready for change
Oh
You know I could usually fight this
I'm not usually like this
And sometimes I'm fine with the pain
Woah
And I know it's hard sometimes
I'm not usually like this
But I wish you could stay for a moment
Oh
You know I could usually fight this
I'm not usually like this
No I'm not usually like this
Not usually like this