Lost Control Mirrors they never lie Don't see myself inside Why can't I get it right I don't know You're always watching me fall Shadows they like my wall Why do I feel so small I don't know So I walk into the dead of night Where my monsters like to hide Chaos feels so good inside Now I know I lost I lost I lost control again Always do the same and I'm to blame I lost control again I don't I don't I don't know who I am Always do the same and I'm to blame I lost control again Ooh I'm tired of being afraid But lately I lost my faith What is love without pain It ain't home You're watching me but I'm below When I get caught I hope It's that kind of blackout that will Take me home So I walk into the dead of night Where my monsters like to hide Chaos feels so good inside Now I know I lost I lost I lost control again Always do the same and I'm to blame I lost control again I don't I don't I don't know who I am Always do the same and I'm to blame I lost control again I know that I'm a mess But I ain't tryna be the best So whatever's coming next I'd better pray Never said I was an angel I am damaged all the way So whatever's coming next I'd better pray I lost I lost I lost control again Always do the same and I'm to blame I lost control again I don't I don't I don't know who I am Always do the same and I'm to blame I lost control again