MERRY GO ROUND
 作词 : Clinton Kane/Steve Rusch/Amy Wadge
 作曲 : Clinton Kane/Steve Rusch/Amy Wadge
I sell my soul to feel alive again
Some days I wish I could pretend
So sick of waking up in the mornings
I find myself praying to God again
I don’t know if I hear a friend
‘Cause it’s just me doing the talking
I’m stuck inside this merry go round
Don’t know if I wanna get out
What’s so wrong with being honest
‘Cause I drink too much
I think too much
I barely like
Myself enough
I say I’m fine
But I hurt inside
I fall in love
I **** it up
Then wonder
What the **** it was
It’s all lie
And I’m terrified
All my days feeling like weeks again
I find myself spiraling
With every turn
I lose a piece of my heart
Stuck inside this merry go round
Don’t know if I wanna get out
What’s so wrong with being honest
‘Cause I drink too much
I think too much
I barely like
Myself enough
I say I’m fine
But I hurt inside
I fall in love
I **** it up
Then wonder
What the **** it was
It’s all lie
And I’m terrified
And I’m on my knees
Surrounded
Just underneath I’m drowning
It’s all a lie
And I’m terrified
I drink too much
I think too much
I barely like
Myself enough
I say I’m fine
But I hurt inside
I fall in love
I **** it up
Then wonder
What the **** it was
It’s all lie
And I’m terrified