emails i can't send
 作词 : Jp Saxe/Sabrina Carpenter/Julia Michaels
 作曲 : Jp Saxe/Sabrina Carpenter/Julia Michaels
 It's times likes these
 Wish I had a time machine
 So I could see
 What you did?
 October 13th
 At 10:15
 Were you really asleep?
 Were you lying to me
 And the family?

 There's no us in us
 When I'm lacking trust
 You wanna discuss
 Ugh, you disgust me
 Don't make me cuss you out
 Why'd you let me down?
 Don't say sorry now

 And thanks to you I
 I can't love right
 I get nice guys
 And villanize them
 Read their texts like
 They're having sex right now
 Scared I'll found out
 That it's true and

 If I do
 Then I blame you
 For every worst
 That I assume
 When I'm forty-five
 Someone calls me their wife
 And he ****s our lives
 In one selfish night don't think I'll
 Find forgiveness
 As fast as mom did
 And God I love you
 But you're such a dipshit
 Please ****ing fix this
 'Cause you were all I looked up to
 Now I can't even look at you