Hideous
 作词 : Jimmy Somerville/Oliver Sim
 作曲 : James Smith/Lee Hazlewood/Oliver Sim
I'm ugly

I'm up and down right now I'm down and bloody

But I don't feel as though I've been unlucky

I have people in my life that really love me

Caught my reflection in your eye
Now you've seen me from both sides
Am I hideous

My tears naturally dry
On exposure to the light
Am I hideous

Oh I hide

Though the company at home can be unkind

Yet I live alone and refuse to go outside

How dare I feel so lonely

When I'm giving all my time to
A man who doesn't know me
Why don't you leave me in the dirt
That I've been sick and I'm perverse
Oh I'm hideous

If I've had you at your worst
It was easy in return
Oh I'm hideous

Follow my voice

Sweet natured boy

Just to keep you safe

Listen for me

Be brave have trust
Just be willing to be loved

Radical honesty

Might set me free
If it makes me hideous

Been living with HIV

Since seventeen
Am I hideous