Angel 作词 : Antarctic Sun 作曲 : Antarctic Sun Angel Produced by Antarctic Sun Antarctic Sun制作 Sampling "Angel" by Sara McLachlan 采样Sara McLachlan的Angel Chorus Early this morning with a new state of mind 清晨 新的心态 Affection goes in mind 脑子里充满愉悦 Perfection goes in rhymes 写下完美的歌词 Revelation 17 like Jesus in his prime 启示录十七 我像是在耶稣的盛年 Verse 1 3 AM I’m back in lab alone in my zone 凌晨三点我独自一人回到了属于我的地方 Soliciting the solitude from ringing of phone 尝试在作响的铃声中找寻安静 Tryna escape from the coma with some liquor 想要用酒精驱除我的困意 got me sober 让我清醒 It’s liquor had me fearless on my focus now I’m growing 酒精让我无畏 让我聚精会神 让我成长 Bottles always light me up in the desert of the darkness 酒精总是在黑暗的荒野中将我照亮 I’ve been waking from the platitudes my fate has imparted 让我在命运交给我的陈词滥调中清醒 Thinking about them clubbing thuggish buster 想到那些置身于危险中的人们 Been proud of how I ended up with a scarlet in my luster 我开始为我脸上的伤疤感到骄傲 （wordplay: scarlet in my luster 字面指作者小时候在打架中脸上留下的伤疤， 同时luster也呼应作者的中文名字，表示经历在作者的名字里留下了血字） Had my girl she had me jilted 感情有许多挫折 Had a world upon my palm 同时我把我的世界放在我的手掌 I got ill-minded thoughts and they been lurking in my calm 但在平静当中藏着的是黑暗的想法 Busy hurting and then smirking myself 忙着伤害与嘲笑我自己 Work till the dawn 聚精会神到黎明 Till collapsing till I’m bursting from my birth and now on 从出生开始 直到我崩溃 I swear to fill me with some new blood 我要给自己灌入新的血液 Rubbing anything filthy never thinking about a new love 清除污垢 保持禁欲 Meditating everyday not letting days to kill me 每天保持冥想 抑制自杀的想法 And I do love talking about the reverie and fantasizing I got blue blood 热衷于表达我的遐想 非同常人 Chorus Early this morning with a new state of mind 清晨 新的心态 Affection goes in mind 脑子里充满愉悦 Perfection goes in rhymes 写下完美的歌词 Revelation 17 like Jesus in his prime 启示录十七 我像是在耶稣的盛年 Verse 2 Knowing my obsession brought nothing but objection 我的执着带来了他人的不解与反对 My rejects from universities with bias is like acceptance to something higher 而我的每一封大学拒信都是我灵魂通往更高层次的邀请 （Antithesis） Seventeen years since I ever was on pedigree 十七年的生命 Tears for a set of things 充满了泪水 Mare is better dreams 梦魇是我做过最美的梦 Barely I’ve ever seen 我无法见到 Someone share the 与我 Same vibe with me 感同身受的人（拥有相同热情的人） But all the real ones are legit they ride with me 但我认可的每一个人都与我团结为一 All the real fiend 所有魔鬼们 Seeing me in my thrill dream 在噩梦中与我相见 Backstabbing like I even care 暗箭伤人 可惜我毫不介意 Been flying and 我在飞着 Riding through courses of pain and critics 经过痛苦与批评 And waking waned ambition 唤醒那些沉睡的雄心 I wait and fist it and pray for visions to take place 觊觎时机 祈祷我的想法成真 I was a Night Wing with the sentence when I did the right thing got suspended 当我因为做正确的事情却遭受不公时（作者自比耶稣）我就像一双夜翼（致敬蝙蝠侠） When my heart died knew it might become an angel 当我的心死了的时候 我知道它变成了天使 （biblical allusion） Talking in the thunder and the lightning 用电闪雷鸣与我对话 （上帝说话的声音在普通人耳中无异于雷声） So splendid 美丽至极 World is full of lies and lies and lots of danger 世界充满了谎言与危险 I stumbled on the fire and paid for what it takes me 我时曾陷于困难 受到痛苦 My mom taught me to be living to survive 我被告知要懂得去生存 Survive and I can make it 而后再去发展 But I told myself I live to be alive 但我告诉自己 我对死亡无所畏惧 Alive to be the greatest 将会成为最伟大的存在 Chorus Early this morning with a new state of mind 清晨 新的心态 Affection goes in mind 脑子里充满愉悦 Perfection goes in rhymes 写下完美的歌词 Revelation 17 like Jesus in his prime 启示录十七 我像是在耶稣的盛年