Head Against The Wall
 作词 : 程胤赫
 作曲 : 程胤赫
Head Against The Wall 提头撞墙
I got solid to my east 东边是固体
and liquid to my west 西边是液体
Sometimes I got them mixed up 有时候我会把它们混在一起
like the mashes in my head 就像我脑袋里这团稀泥
Up north is where I hang my hopes 北上挂着念想
as unknown flying object 当作不明飞行物体
Down south a plastic garden 南下是座塑料花园
where I bury up my train wreck 埋着祸不单行
A perfect little system 一个完美的小系统
A glamorous little prison 一个华丽的小监狱
I feed myself with man-made fruits 每天我都喂自己
regardless of their season 吃反季节的人造水果
An input with white lies 输入自带谎言
An output that’s in disguise 输出自带伪装
I treat myself alright inside this unintelligent blight 在这个无知的荒芜里我对自己还挺不赖
So I panicked 所以我恐慌了
when ecstasy was coming 当狂喜来临时
The sheer amount of feelings 巨量的感受
are like rocket to the ceiling 就像火箭冲着天花板
I knew I had to kill it before fuels started leaking 我必须在燃料耗尽前把它熄掉
There were poison 有毒
in hopeful expectations 期待里有毒
The same amount as it’s in every face of disappointment 同样的剂量在每一张失望的脸上
But never seen on those who don’t believe in self contentment 但在不相信自我满足的人身上却找不到
All of your pains 你所有的痛苦
and all of your pleasures 和所有的愉悦
Will be equal after all 最终都会相等
When every road 当每一条路
feels like a detour 都感觉像在绕路
Just to make it simple 干脆就简单一点
I’d bang my head against the wall 我愿意提头撞墙
In hope of feeling a snippet of joy 希望能图一丝开心
I’d bang my head against the wall 我愿意提头撞墙
In hope of feeling a snippet of 希望能图一丝
joy 开心
Bang my head against the wall 提头撞墙
Bang my head against the wall 提头撞墙
Bang my head against the wall 提头撞墙
Bang my head against the wall 提头撞墙
Let’s cut to the core 来直切内核
Go straight to rewards 直奔奖励而去
The circuit is a serpent coiling inside your drawer 这条回路是盘蜷在你抽屉的毒蛇
Too much a trouble to unravel 要解开太麻烦
and life’s too short 而人生太短
So people magnified their pupils 所以人们放大了瞳孔
and burst through the door 破门而入
But I believe in balance 但我相信平衡
What goes around comes around 种因得果
They can’t escape that yin and yang 终究逃不脱阴和阳
And it’s lavish 而且多么大方
How our brains bake cakes for those self-inflicted pains 自我伤害还能吃到大脑奖励的蛋糕
I found a way 我找到了办法
to enforce it 来强制执行
To grab on the handle of holy endorphins 来抓住神圣内啡肽的门把手
It’s pouring 它会倾盆而下
when crisis and stresses were torn and wide open 当灾祸和担忧被割破敞开
The water tastes like heaven when I’m standing in a drought 深处干旱之中水会尝起来像天堂
For that I’d put a razor blade directly in my mouth 为此我愿意空口吞刀片
The sharper side that always slices me from inside out 不停将我切得伤痕累累的锋利面
Is the other side of joy that I could never live without 其实是我不可或缺之享受的另一面
All of your pains 你所有的痛苦
and all of your pleasures 和所有的愉悦
Will be equal after all 最终都会相等
When every road 当每一条路
feels like a detour 都感觉像在绕路
Just to make it simple 干脆就简单一点
I’d bang my head against the wall 我愿意提头撞墙
In hope of feeling a snippet of joy 希望能图一丝开心
I’d bang my head against the wall 我愿意提头撞墙
In hope of feeling a snippet of 希望能图一丝
joy 开心
Bang my head against the wall 提头撞墙
Bang my head against the wall 提头撞墙
Bang my head against the wall 提头撞墙
Bang my head against the wall 提头撞墙
Bang my head against the wall 提头撞墙
Bang my head against the wall 提头撞墙
In hope of feeling a snippet of 希望能图一丝
joy 开心
Bang my head against the wall 提头撞墙
Bang my head against the wall 提头撞墙
In hope of feeling a snippet of 希望能图一丝
joy 开心
Bang my head against the wall 提头撞墙
Bang my head against the wall 提头撞墙
In hope of feeling a snippet of 希望能图一丝
joy 开心