Life of the Party
Stuck in my own bed
Trapped in these cardboard walls
I see all these faces
And they don't see me at all
I miss the old days
Where time didn't disappear
We talked about our future
And how we'd get out of here
Sick of feeling like I'm dead
Sick of fighting my eyelids
Sick of hearing these sirens
All I want is some silence
Shh
If I'm the life of the party
Why do I stay home
Why do I stay home
If everyone says they love me
Why do I feel low
As dead as my phone
I don't wanna lie don't wanna lie
Don't wanna lie here in this hell
I don't wanna try don't wanna try
Don't wanna try all by myself
Cuz
If I'm the life of the party
Why do I stay home
Why do I stay home
I'm ghost of my hometown
Where everything stayed the same
Was king of the playground
But now I just waste my days
Worried about income
When eveyone seems so paid
Is this the outcome
Of not trying to act my age
Sick of feeling like I'm dead
Sick of fighting my eyelids
Sick of hearing these sirens
All I want is some silence
Shh
If I'm the life of the party
Why do I stay home
Why do I stay home
If everyone says they love me
Why do I feel low
As dead as my phone
I don't wanna lie don't wanna lie
Don't wanna lie here in this hell
I don't wanna try don't wanna try
Don't wanna try all by myself
Cuz
If I'm the life of the party
Why do I stay home
Why do I stay home
Gloomy I'mma live my life
Feeling gloomy
It's better than feeling
Nothing at all nothing at all
Nothing at all nothing at all
Gloomy I'mma live my life
Feeling gloomy
It's better than feeling
Nothing at all nothing at all
Nothing at all nothing at all
If I'm the life of the party
Why do I stay home
Why do I stay home
If eveyone says they love me
Why do I feel low
As dead as my phone
I don't wanna lie don't wanna lie
Don't wanna lie here in this hell
I don't wanna try don't wanna try
Don't wanna try all by myself
Cuz
If I'm the life of the party
Why do I stay home
Why do I stay home