LayMeInTheRiver Self-hate in my veins while she twistin' up my braids I'on't got to say a thing cause she know where I remain I got memories for days, full of faces with no names Image stained in my brain of me smokin' in the rain On the porch, **** a Porsche, we ain't never leavin' town **** a job, **** a gown, we ain't never leavin' Howell But a lot of things changed since CCD I used to sleep in the house off D-19 Now it's funny cause kids want to be like me Cause I know they wouldn't like me if they really knew me I'm makin' money, but what's it mean? I think it's funny, cause all I think Is how great life seemed when we were broke No money, no food, no **** to smoke But the money here now and we got the **** We always eat but I feel alone