06 - Shelldiver - 02 - To Fail a Father
作词 : Shelldiver
作曲 : Shelldiver
To Fail A Father:



Father forgive me

Deliver me from evil 

Kneeling down

starring at the ceiling 



This is my last prayer 

I am done 

following the masses 

Felt like I am the only one



who thought it’s unreal - the only word I own 

******* unreal - was young and didn’t know

but not anymore

I felt like dead inside, but still I kept walking

Into the hands of deceit - sins drowning







I reject this **** 

Finger on the trigger

Your gun is the book And #

I point the finger At this lie, 

kept me uncertain and alone 

I have no master 

I’m on my own 

 



Father forgive me

 I supplicate

Father forgive me

 My knuckles hurt

My folded hands are rotting

 my soul became dark

indoctrinated from the moment I could walk 





What the **** is this **** 

I vomit blood 

So hollow 

won’t follow 

anymore



There was no mercy - not a bit 

Their ain’t no miracles

Don’t ******* ask

Something inside me is sick





Father forgive me

Deliver me from evil 

Kneeling down

starring at the ceiling 



This is my last prayer 

I am done 

following the masses 

Felt like I am the only one

who thought it’s unreal

unreal

unreal

unreal





Now I am older 

now I know things so much better 

Ripped my heart out of my body 

pain didn’t matter 

because I am free now 

Things make more sense than ever

this illusion just couldn’t hold up much longer





It is ******* crazy when I think of back than 

Whoever put me in this world 

Had a different plan ah

Knew that I won’t be a slave

so put I put this to an end

God forgive me

you’re already dead. 





What the **** is this **** 

I vomit blood 

too hollow 

won’t follow 

anymore



Something inside me is sick 

So I put this to an end

God forgive me

but you’re already dead. 





I reject this **** 

Finger on the trigger

Your gun is the book And #

I point the finger At this lie, 

kept me uncertain and alone 

I have no master 

I’m on my own