NESS 作词 : 无 作曲 : Single H TED - Andrew Solomon I felt a funeral in my brain, and mourners to and fro kept treading, treading till felt that sense was breaking through. I think that while I hated being depressed and would hate to be depressed again, I've found a way to love my depression. I love it because it has forced me to find and cling to joy. I love it because each day I decide, sometimes gamely, and sometimes against the moment's reason, to cleave to the reasons for living. And that, I think, is a highly privileged rapture.