heartbeating (not referencing a pulse) Why do I miss you when I know that I shouldn't. I'd take a bullet for your ass but I know you prolly wouldn't. Told me you was losing feels just cause I couldn't. Talk to you enough, talk to you enough. I been busting ass and all I get in return. Is the dreadful dial tone, **** that **** really hurt. I don't deserve better, I don't have any sort of worth. Find me with a ******* bullet hole in my face like kurt. God been real shitty to me lately. Hell knows how much i suffer on the daily. Working real hard just to see you. If I were you, i'd prolly leave too. But it don't matter cause he gives you more affection right. Things like that keep me up in bed every fu*king night.