Diary of a Deadman Looking back I still have so many questions. So many things unanswered. Like what did I do? What could I do? Was there ever a moment you cared, or was I always ugly and abandoned? Remembering all the times you wish me harm, you wished me dead. How could I have changed to make it better? And would I? Would I? Why? I still feel so much hate inside of me. Seems like you were just waiting for me to fail. I'm sorry I can't forgive you. Do you blame me? You never forgave me. I've tried to grow from this. Every day is a new challenge. Because with you, there's just no winning. Like it or not, I still a part of you and you're still a part of me. Like it or not, you're still a part of me. Yeah! So this is how it ends. All the tears, All the blood, It's all been for nothing. As the candle dwindles and flickers out. The End.