fade to black If you could just Understand what's in my head I'm lost forever, I've been mislead I've lived, I've died, and I have bled For all the words I've left unsaid Memories, they cloud my mind All of the people I've left behind At least I can say that I tried It's not my fault, now let it die If I left this place without a trace No one could even recognize my face Why do I feel like a ******* disgrace? Lay me to rest and cover my grave I cannot feel I'm only good at hiding And I'm glad that you remind me Of the things I left behind me This bed that I lay in Only holds me back And these walls just can't protect me You're not the only one who left me (All alone) Why do I push away The people who stood by me Things are different now I'm better At least that's what I like to tell myself Take my word I know this hurts Forgive yourself Let it go Take my word I know this hurts Forgive yourself Let it go