feelings are fatal
I'm happy for you
I'm smiling for you
I'd do anything for you for you
It's always for you and never for me
And I need it to stop so let me tell you please
I'm always sad and I'm always lonely
But I can't tell you that I'm breaking slowly
Closed doors,locked in ,no keys
Keeping my feelings hidden there is no ease
I need it to stop and I want to be able to open up but
My feelings are fatal
My feelings are fatal
How many times must I keep it inside
I need to let go and I swear that I've tried
But opening up means trusting others
And that's just too much I don't want to bother
So I keep it inside and bury it deep
I know it's not healthy but you won't hear a peep
Though I'm always sad and I'm always lonely
I could never tell you that I'm breaking slowly
Closed doors,locked in,no keys
Keeping my feelings hidden there is no ease
I need it to stop and I want to be able to open up but
My feelings are fatal
My feelings are fatal
My feelings are fatal