Disorder
Even though beneath it all
I know I'm going to end up somewhere fine
I still find a reason that cuts deep enough
To blur what's on my mind
I can't take the pressure off myself
It's getting hard to ask for help, but I need it
And I'm throwing kinds into the world
And pushing for a sign that I'm breathing

Disorder, disorder
What should I do?
Disorder, disorder
I know that I, I know that I lose my temper
Find my centers in disorder, disorder
I know that I, I know that I

Take another step
I'm feeling dried in this cement
Can you pull me out?
Wasted all my sweat to keep some kind of sentiment
But I can't stop now, no
And sometimes it's easier to make the same mistakes
Than try to break through the ceiling
And just because I turn away
It doesn't mean I've lost the place
To believe in, to believe in

Disorder, disorder
What should I do?
Disorder, disorder
I know that I, I know that I lose my temper
Find my centers in disorder, disorder
I know that I, I know that I lose my temper
Find my centers, to my center
I know that I, I know that I lose my temper
Find my centers, to my center
I know that I, I know that I

Could you give me some time, that's all I'm asking
I push it down so I won't let it pass me
Could you give me some time, that's all I'm asking
Disorder, disorder
What should I do?
Disorder, disorder
I know that I, I know that I lose my temper
Find my centers in disorder, disorder
I know that I, I know that I