XIAT There's always been a need to get rid of this grief It's what I call "XIAT" Been in highs, been in lows Feel like there's nowhere to go Is there something wrong with me? Trying to do normal things I used to pursue So fired up, but now rotting inside I do my hardest to break out of this shell Without a crack, I'm still stuck in this hell Whoa oh, I've been falling lately Thinking maybe life's just a merry-go-round Whoa oh, I've been thinking lately Thinking maybe life's just a merry-go-round If there's an out I need a way, maybe an escape I wanna be at top: Grade A Been up, pushed down, face in the ground I've been trying to find my way Trying to do normal things I used to pursue So fired up, but now rotting inside I do my hardest to break out of this shell Without a crack, I'm still stuck in this hell Whoa oh, I've been falling lately Thinking maybe life's just a merry-go-round Whoa oh, I've been thinking lately Thinking maybe life's just a merry-go-round Life's just a merry-go- Whoa oh, I've been falling lately Thinking maybe life's just a merry-go-round Whoa oh, I've been thinking lately Thinking maybe life's just a merry-go-round Life's just a merry-go- X.I.A.T. - this is what describes me X.I.A.T. - this is what describes me X.I.A.T.,X.I.A.T. ,X.I.A.T X.I.A.T.,X.I.A.T. ,X.I.A.T Whoa oh, I've been falling lately Thinking maybe life's just a merry-go-round Whoa oh, I've been thinking lately Thinking maybe life's just a merry-go-round Whoa oh, I've been falling lately Thinking maybe life's just a merry-go-round Whoa oh, I've been thinking lately Thinking maybe life's just a merry-go-round Life's just a merry-go-round