a letter to the living When i close my eyes now I can see your face but I can not erase it I can not replace it Feels like it was yesterday I used to see you everyday I remember everything I don't want you to fade away I still pretend that you are here Watch me look into the mirror Disappear then reappear Hanging from the chandelier I wish i was alive again Wish i cloud be by your side Now i just flout around our room and cry Every day and every night I am a lost soul without you I am a lost soul Without you I hope that you die so that you can come back to me I am a lost soul I feel alone without you i am half of me I am a lost soul