should i even try (prod. fiftysix)
Why can’t you decide
My conscience holding pride
I cannot change my mind
Why should I even try
I’m crying and dying inside
Screaming, I can’t stay alive
A world where your happiness dies
I’m thrown out and pushed to the side
My skin wants to leave
I cannot breathe
Crawling with ease
No finding peace
The only time im ever fine
Is when i hear ur voice at night
Even if i am not by ur side
Ill try my best to coincide
Baby don't run away
We can find a way
Go at a steady pace
Ik at this rat
I will soon fall in love
I'm afraid but i
Hope that i'll be enough
That i'll be enough
Why can’t you decide
My conscience holding pride
I cannot change my mind
Why should I even try